Earlier today, I found out that my first cousin shot and killed herself yesterday. It just saddens me. We weren't that close, she was from my mom's side of the family...but still, I feel a sense of loss. It saddens me that she was hurting so badly and no one seemed to know. I'm sad for my Aunt, who is taking care of her cancer ridden husband, and now has to bury a daughter. I'm sad for my cousin's children, who will now know life without their momma.
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